It’s still about me…..

August 2, 2009

Seems like an era….

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Despite being an extrovert, I rarely make close friends…I have considered only very few, my closest…..Vini girl apart, who I have known and been friends with, for years now, I am amazed at how close I feel to these three people, who have touched my life, in a very special way.

The coconut – Always caring, wondering whether everyone is happy, and if not, making them happy, in his own way…this coconut, with puppy eyes, is absolutely adorable….he is one of those few people, who are a weird mix of all things nice, with sugar and spice…(he he:) – did i just quote powerpuff girls???)…often misunderstood, but will always be remebered… :) ..The walks, the long talks, the fights and then, the re-union, etched in my soul….

Ullu – The friend at all times, the person you can look up to, for advice, help and fun…he never says no….untiringly makes sure i am up on time everyday, willing to go out of the way everytime,  forcing me to exercise(grrrrrr – makes fun of me too), waits patiently( i am eternally grateful for that), listens to all my crap, does the sweetest things at all the right times, ullu…..what would I do without you???

Lippy – My sweety pie…Always full of smiles…can’t stand at one place for more than a second…can talk non-stop…..willing to listen to every foolish thing i say, read every dumb poem i write and dance like mad for hours together….and this girl, can do the craziest things…. and that makes her all the more special….

Love you, dodos…

Missing you….

The chai, the talks, the chats, the tears, the dances, the laughs, the fights, the rides, the hugs, the walks, the suttas(not me, ullu or lippy), the thoughts, the trips(planned/unplanned), the waits, the hurries…so much to say…so little space…..

October 1, 2008

Umm….

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So many changes….Too many people…Very little time…Sardonic masses…Lifeless results…Epinephrine hopes…Confused minds…Errored pasts…Unlawful futures…Criticised beginnings…Illusioned ends…Lost souls…Searching candle lights…Hidden longings…Exposed crimes…Misunderstood lives…Eternal peace…

Miss you,World…Miss you so much….

May 9, 2008

ABOUT PEOPLE

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I was just trying to figure out the different kinds of people and  came up with a list…..

So here goes nothing….

PEOPLE TYPE 1: They dont bother about anyone except themselves.Will do anything to get what they desire…..But don’t usually bother others unless they come in the way of what they want….

PEOPLE TYPE 2: Their sole purpose in life is to ruin other’s lives.It doesn’t matter whether they lose or gain in the process.The sadistic satiation that they get out of the whole thing is all they care about….

PEOPLE TYPE 3: People who get caught between the above two categories of people,struggling to get a grip on their own lives which is shackled by the above two streams of men and women….

PEOPLE TYPE 4: People who do the right thing,who have morales and values,who dont step on other’s toes to get higher up life’s ladder.People who talk about God,Love and Life and try living within these boundaries set.

Can’t think of anymore kinds buzzing out there in the big wide world or rather am bored of the different kinds…So let’s talk about something else…

How about Ice cream with strawberry sauce on it……:-)Me goin to have one now…Will catch all you different kinds of people later……

Love,

The people classifier,

Flavia :-)

 

 

April 11, 2008

P.S to the previous blog entry

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The previous post was solely intended to quench or rather kill few egos and does not necessarily mean I am haughty.Sorry if u read it and said out loud”What a haughty #$*^&*(@#()”.

Love,Flavia

April 7, 2008

My pretty face!

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Just that..I AM PRETTY!!Cherry and the boy think so too….And that’s all that I ever care about….And FYI,My pretty face and I are def not goin to hell:-)..In fact,to tell ya the truth,I have never been happier or prettier or for that matter,felt closer to heaven like I do now and hereafter….. Oh,just another note to the clinically and mentally impaired,I am pretty and happy without U around to make my life hell on earth…

P.S:I am pretty and in heaven and yeah,I guess it must be hard being a loser….Poor u….My deepest empathies….

A dream life

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“”A dream is to wake up one morning and find yourself floating on an endless ocean….It’s endless,full of mystery and beautiful…In a way,you are stuck right there and then,but it never imprisons you…You want to be there,stuck without a choice and cuddled within nature’s most beautiful desire…You are cornered,without room even to breathe,you are diving deep into an ocean from where there is no way back…But yet,its your dream life….That is how you always wanted it to be”"…Call it sadistic,inhuman,….but deep within,all of us want to have that dream life and we seek it with a driving passion…Locked in a moment,caught unaware,forced to stay where you are taken,so much to think,something to do…..We need this dream,coz’ otherwise,we are lost or we never were….

February 28, 2008

Huh!!

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Who is making me move??Who is this wierd person within me directing my most secretive moves?Who is this person inside who wants to dance till death comes by?Who is this person who wants me to go sky high?Who is this person who fights back when taunted?Who are you?Why are you doing this to me?I am losing it,day by day,and you make me wish you were never there?You seem to know something I dont and damn well dont want to know.So why dont you do me a favour and drag your stupid tail and go your way???Huh????

 Love,

Life!

WHATEVA!!!!!!

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Chill out, what ya yelling for?
Lay back it’s all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see
I like you the way you are
When we’re drivin’ in your car
And you’re talking to me one on one but you’ve become

Somebody else
‘Round everyone else
You’re watching your back
Like you can’t relax
You’re tryin’ to be cool
You look like a fool to me
Tell me ………
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you’re acting like you’re somebody else
Gets me frustrated
Life’s like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get
And you turn it into
Honesty and promise me I’m never gonna find you fake it…..

Why cant there be something to hope for,somebody to love unconditionally,someone who would stand by you no matter what happens around you,someone who will say in soft whispers ” I am there for you”…..Why cant there be a situation where I am not held responsible,where I am forgiven,when people recognise my true worth and intentions?

 I sit at my desk and my life is a whirl…..everythin seems to be moving over and around me…Furnitures flying,people holding on to them as they fly around too….papers scattered around,my mind gets even more cluttered….I am drowsy,the cough syrup seems to do its job just fine…..I am not working to make myself happy,nothing to look for in life…..Seriously,Is life even worth giving a try????

December 31, 2007

What’s the real purpose???

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Went to a ?MEETING? yesterday….It was arranged for a group of twenty students from Aiowa university.People spoke about the conditions in Rural Tamilnadu….First a young college student about how her organisation saves rural lives from extinction,then another and another and another till I could take no more…What’s the real purpose of the so called meeting?It was supposed to educate the students from across the world about Tamilnadu’s development activities but it sounded more like accessorised asking for funds?What’s wrong with our people?What’s this unquenching desire and greed to extract money from others?Can’t we,with our multi-faceted devolopments take our own money and feed our own poor?Why do we need to be dogs at other’s feet waiting for the few scrambles that fall off their feet…..To have self respect is the key to life,and we need to teach this to ourselves….You beg once,you beg all your life,its only fair to give some respect to ourselves as humans and build our own life….What say?

December 26, 2007

Dedicated to the “Devil”

Filed under: Just like that... — by flaviaarul @ 12:29 pm

The devil arrived,all pompous,full of life,very charming……

The devil resided comfortably exploiting me…..

The devil taught me to hate myself…..

The devil taught me to hate others…

The devil taught me to lose hope…..

One day,I hid from the devil….

The devil came in search of me…..

The devil couldnt find me…..

 The devil hated me….

The devil decided to ruin everything for me….

The devil was very successful indeed….

I hate the devil now and I hate those it changed along with its departure….

Goodbye devil,Farewell…Hope you find a better soul to reside in…..

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